Why God allowed me to fall?

As I describe in this book and this blog post, I was transformed into a superman with computer brain during about a month.

Why has God allowed me to become a sinner like you again?

It seems now I know the answer:

Sometimes a computer stop to do some useless calculations only when they overflow its entire memory. It may be an attempt to solve a problem not solvable in principle or a problem which would take say 10^100 years even for a powerful computer.

I tried to solve the problem how to live accordingly Gospel. Now I understand it is not really solvable (see also this book).

I would spend more time with the computer brain trying to solve it, than I spent being a sinner.

God wants us to solve our problems faster. So He in fact helped me.


Common salvation?

(Jud. 1) 2 Mercy to you, and peace, and love, be multiplied. 3 Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write to you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write to you, and exhort you that you should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered to the saints. 4 For there are certain men crept in unawares, who were before of old ordained to this condemnation, ungodly men, turning the grace of our God into lasciviousness, and denying the only Lord God, and our Lord Jesus Christ. 5 I will therefore put you in remembrance, though you once knew this, how that the Lord, having saved the people out of the land of Egypt, afterward destroyed them that believed not. 6 And the angels which kept not their first estate, but left their own habitation, he has reserved in everlasting chains under darkness to the judgment of the great day. 7 Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.

“Common” in verse 3 can be literally translated “shared by all”. Does this mean that everybody will be saved?

What is to be saved, isn’t it preservation of the information in the brain forever? See this sermon for more details. Not knowing how to apply Bible, I will use science: Quantum mechanics teaches (among other) that no information in the universe is ever lost, that is having enough powerful measurement instruments and enough powerful computer one could be always able to reconstruct what was in the past from the future. If nothing is ever lost, then no information from our brain is lost. Does this science mean that everybody is saved?

Not quite. To be saved seems to mean not only not to be lost but to remain alive. The information lived in our brains needs to be preserved alive (continue the live).

The salvation is multiplication of mercy, peace, and love (verse 2). We need (verse 3) to be exhorted about low quality salvation. One may preserve life but live in eternal fire (verse 7).

So what being born again, born from above, and be saved really mean? I confess I don’t really know what it means. I just remind that you can be truly saved only by faith in Jesus Christ.

What are the borders of honesty?

Suppose you are a Christian. Suppose you are put in a situation when to save the world from a nuclear war and complete destruction of the mankind you need to lie. Should you say truth or lie?

I will repeat my earlier blog post:

Why God denounces lie? I think one of the reasons is the following:

If we play chess, we can easily move the pieces not by rules to win, but we don’t do this.

In the same way, honesty sometimes makes our task (and the task of God himself) more difficult, for greater glory of God that is more interesting party, and thus greater reward.

But if a nuclear war happens then the game on the Earth ends. If the game ends, honesty does not make any sense anymore in the framework of the game.

Well, it would make sense to keep honest even in this situation for the sake of the heavens, but do we know what honesty really means in the framework of heavenly concepts enough good to try to be honest in heavenly meaning?

So does it make sense to be honest in the situation of nuclear war? Now I think, no, no reason to be honest in this situation.

Can Apocalypse be canceled?

Sometimes God says “a catestrophe will happen” but it does not happen. It is analogous as if one says “you owe me $10” then this does not make the lender obliged to request the money, he can cancel this whenever he wishes. God said through Jona that Ninevia will be destroyed but it wasn’t! No reason to assume that the same can’t happen with Apocalypse.

See my book End of Gospel and my blogs on how negative aspects of Apocalypse and the rest of Gospel can be canceled. It is worth to read that book even for the only reason to know how Apocalypse can be canceled.

Opinion: Antichrist is greater than the devil

It is commonly thought that Antichrist is just a man which will serve the devil and nothing more.

But I think Antichrist is a very great (maybe even infinite) entity in the heaven and is probably much greater than the devil.

Christ can be considered as an organization, see the chapter “Christ and God” of my book New Testament Commentary by a Mathematician.

So it is likely that Antichrist is also an organization (maybe of an infinite size) in the heaven. It is just the evil political party which opposes to Christ.

I expect that there will be built a skyscraper in the New York with big letters ANTICHRIST. This will be the earthy residence of the Antichrist. And the CEO of this organization will be called the Antichrist too.

I don’t feel this wonderful after such sermons as mine, it is likely to cause certain opposition.

An idea about resurrection of the dead

I have the following idea. Does it contradict to the Bible? I have not yet studied Bible on this topic in details. It is important to study the Bible, so help me.

The resurrection of the dead may happen in this way:

The spirits of dead saints descent onto alive people. Meanwhile an effective anti-aging treatment is developed by the science and people start to live hundreds of years. Meanwhile the Thousand Years Reign of Christ comes to the Earth. Even if somebody dies by an accident during the Millennium, he or she does not really die, as his memory is preserved in the memory of other people telepathically connected to him and in the heavens, it is eternal life.

Note that when a spirit of a dead or an angel or a star comes to an alive man, the spirits are likely intermix or join, as in sex (maybe more like infusoria/amoeba/bacteria sex, than animal sex) genes intermix. But this happens with thoughts not with genes. It is also similar to intermix of two computer algorithms in artificial intelligence.

Interesting idea?

Life without commandments

Sometimes it happened to me like this: a girl with beautiful legs, and the rest is ugly. I felt like I was raped: I do not want her, but something forces me.

The Lord has set us free from slavery, you no longer need to obey the commandments.

I am not a perfect man, I may be drawn to an unbelieving girl, but this is the same rape: unbelievers do not attract me. There is even almost nothing to talk about.

But if I do not want to be “raped”, then I am going to definitely marry a believing girl (by the way, I keep in mind an African student of 22 years).

So, do not “rape” yourself and try to fulfill the commandments artificially. Keep them in mind, but live as you see fit. Read the link above.